Jenny Calendar

Sun, 23 Feb 2003 17:39:25 GMT

We're starting over. First post here! Begins at Season 5. Go anywhere, and do anything you want with this! I don't have any preference as long as we RP!!

When I walked into the magic shop, I thought Rupert was going to faint. I stood there, waiting for him to move, or to say something, but he never did.

"Rupert?"

"Stand back!" He called, and produced a cross from under the register.

"Rupert, it's me." I slowly walked toward him, and he cowered away.

"Back, I say!" But his voice was quieter.

"It's me," I said softly.

"Jenny?" There were tears in his eyes.

"Yes."

Our reunion was one filled with tears, and hugs, and many questions. I didn't blame him. I had so many questions myself. Why was I back? How did I come back? All I remember is suddenly appearing in front of Rupert's magic shop, charmingly called The Magic Box, and walking back into his life. If the Powers That Be had sent me back, then why? I had so many questions.

Our catching up took hours, and even now I still don't know what's gone on since I've been gone. Just the highlights I suppose. Buffy had to kill Angel, then he came back with his soul that Willow restored with my spell, they blew up the high school, went to college, and fought a half-man, half-robot thing. Now they're back in college and have a whole new crew. Apparently Angel and Cordelia are in L.A. being the good guys. Buffy has a new boyfriend, Riley, and Willow's gay.

I'm telling you. I missed a lot.

Mon, 30 Dec 2002 13:57:03 GMT

I just can't take this anymore. I can't be this far away from Rupert, and not be able to help at all. They went to Moscow looking for Buffy. Rupert called, and said they found her, but they can't get past the Watcher's Council in order to save her.

Faith was supposed to do her task to save Buffy, but they still aren't hme yet. What could be happening over there??

I feel so terrible. I should be able to do something, right? But so far I can't think of anything.

Oh, hold on. That's the phone.

Oh god, oh god! That was Xander! Cordelia's dead! Oh god, she's dead! I can't believe this. I don't know what happened, he didn't give any details, but I need to go find out what happened. How can poor Cordelia be dead? She was so young...how could this happen??

Buffy...gone.

Sun, 08 Dec 2002 17:38:58 GMT

Rupert called me the other night after her got off the phone with the Council.

It seems they've taken Buffy and they're hiding her. I honestly don't know what to do, so I'm just waiting to see what I can do to help. Anything would be good right now.

Willow called me last night to see if I knew a spell that would help find Buffy. So I told her to come over to my apartment and we'd work on the spell. We didn't have much luck. Apparently the council has put a protection spell around Buffy that does not allow her to be found. It's a very powerful spell. Willow and I both felt it.

So I feel just as hopeless now as I did before.

And so does Rupert. This is something researching won't help. There's nothing in his books about where they would take a slayer.

Wait a second...there might be something on the web! Whether it's their e-mails or a doc base they have.

I'm calling Willow!

Sun, 01 Dec 2002 17:33:23 GMT

I'm very sorry I haven't updated this journal in so long. I know it's been hard to be away from everyone, at least it has been for Rupert. He's missed the interaction with you "younger crowd" and I don't blame him. Buffy, Willow, Xander, you're all like a breath of fresh air for him, even if you don't think you are sometimes.

Rupert's been down lately because his good friend passed away. I've tried to do everything I can to relieve his pain, but he's just needed time to cope. I understand. I've just been a good friend to him, because I know he's needed one. He didn't tell Buffy earlier because he knew she had many things going on in her life and she didn't need his problems as well. He's always thinking about everyone else.

I wish he would let me get closer. I've been the "friend." I've let him have his space, but it's just not enough for me. I need to be closer to him. I need to know that he's mine, and no one else's. Everyone knows I love Buffy and I would do anything for her, but sometimes I feel that Rupert won't pursue our relationship because he's afraid of what Buffy might think. I don't know what to do...

I'm soooooo sorry I haven't updated. I know you've wanted to kick my ass but thank you for not! lol! But I posted now, and I hope to get back in the swing of things! Don't kill me! Please!!! *hides*

-Aims

Wed, 13 Nov 2002 12:54:35 GMT

As Rupert said, we've been spending a lot of time together. Sometimes I wonder where this all will lead, but then I sit back and say "It'll go where it'll go." I shouldn't worry so much. I know we both care a lot for each other, and there is no reason to rush things.

But another part of me wonders that things haven't gone as far as I'd like them to because Rupert is still scared because we don't know why I came back. I have to admit, it being my life and all, I'm scared too. But part of me doesn't care. Part of me just wants to spend the rest of my life with him, and not care why I'm back. Or how. I just know that I...love him.

We've already said it to each other, but I don't know if anyone else knew. Not that it's any of your business! *laughs* But seriously...

I haven't heard from anyone lately, Willow, or Buffy. I wish they would give me a call. I miss hanging out with youth. Hanging around Rupert all the time has made me quite stuffy! So girls, or anyone else for that matter, give me a call! We'll hang out! Go shopping!

Wedding!

Sun, 06 Oct 2002 13:50:19 GMT

For those of you who are wondering, Rupert and I are fine. Vampires are completley and utterly stupid, and I believe this stunt proved that. Writing in an online journal where everyone reads it is not a place to put fighting tactics and battle plans. We do read, we aren't stupid, and we of course fought them.

So, needless to say, the wedding was a fake.

Rupert and I were actually wed Friday night. The wedding/reception was, as Tara said, a decoy, and so were the "guests". They were actually zombie type things that Willow, Tara and Amy ressurected.

So Friday night the wedding went off as planned. It was very nice, and quiet. Saturday, however, we were ready for battle. And we did very well for ourselves!

More Wedding plans...

Mon, 30 Sep 2002 19:33:17 GMT

Hey guys! You must be wondering why the wedding didn't take place this past Saturday like I said, but I sent out invitations for this coming Saturday, so of course it will be this weekend. I'm sorry! I'm just so busy with everything that the date of the wedding didn't really cross my mind.

Forgive me!

The rehearsal dinner will be Friday night. Xander, Buffy, Cordelia, and Willow, I sure hope you will all be there. Everyone else is welcome also, but if you aren't in the wedding party it could be awfully boring for you.

Katie, don't forget about our date on Wednesday when we'll pick out your dress and go for ice cream. I'll pick you up from school and we'll head right to the mall!

WEDDING PLANS!

Tue, 17 Sep 2002 12:10:01 GMT

Hey kids! Sorry I haven't written in so long, but Rupert and I have been very busy planning things. Planning what, you ask?

The wedding!

Yes, that's right. Rupert asked me to marry him in England. At a small restaraunt with candles. It was the most romantic thing ever to happen to me. I'm very sorry that we didn't tell you before, but we wanted to keep it a secret and surprise everyone.

The wedding is scheduled a week from this Saturday. Soon, right? I know! But we wanted to do it as soon as possible. Kids, if this isn't love, then I don't know what is. I'll keep reminding you until it's time for the wedding. I hope you all can come.

Oh, and Willow and Cordelia? Since I've known you girls the longest, I was wondering if you would like to be my bridesmaids? It would be such an honor.

And it would be an even bigger honor if, Buffy, you would be my Maid of Honor? I would be totally flattered.

So let me know, girls.

And Rupert? I love you.

NSS

Tue, 27 Aug 2002 14:05:28 GMT

Hey kids! We're back. Did you miss us??

We have presents!

Oh, and Rupert? You left one of your books in my suitcase. I'll run it over later.

Good-bye!

Sat, 17 Aug 2002 00:29:28 GMT

Rupert and I head out early tomorrow. Our flight leaves at 9am, so I'm meeting him at his house around 7, so we can make sure we have everything and then head out to the airport. Oh, did I mention we're going to England?

Rupert is going to show me where he lived, and where he grew up. I've never been to England, so I'm quite excited to see everything. I've heard that it's beautiful country. It will be such a change from the hellmouth. A welcomed change, that is!

Being with him, and just talking to him, makes me feel so content. I can't wait to get back all of those years we've missed together.

Well, goodbye, kids. We'll send you a postcard. Try and stay out of trouble while Rupert and I are gone!

NSS

Mon, 12 Aug 2002 14:28:54 GMT

I thought that after coming back from the dead, that my life would never me good again. Boy was I wrong! Rupert and I are just so happy together. I've never been this happy with someone before.

He's taking me to England to show me his life away from Sunnydale. I can't belive how right this feels, and how much I missed being away from him. We have a very special relationship right now, and I hope he feels the same way I do about him.

Faith's watcher, Susanna, is back safe. I'm so relieved. I've never met her, or Faith, but I've heard from Rupert and Willow that they are both very special people. I wish them the best of luck.

SG

Mon, 12 Aug 2002 14:24:17 GMT

I've been away for a little while. Too much pressure on me, knowing that Angel is depending on me to change his life for him. So I've kept my distance, and I've just been thinking. Do I really want to do this? There's no way that I could.

I need to talk to Rupert, but it's almost like he's avoiding me. I haven't heard from him, and every time I go over he's not there. Is it something I did? Is he angry with me? I don't know, but I really need his advice on this one. I can't do this by myself. I need him.

NSS

Thu, 01 Aug 2002 19:44:49 GMT

Rupert hasn't posted much lately, but maybe that's because he's been spending so much time with me. *sly grin* Yes, that's right kids, we are 100% together. As in, a couple. Now, I know what you're thinking. A couple of old people. But that isn't true. We're both very young at heart. (Or at least I am!)

Strange things going on in Sunnydale. I guess I missed a lot while I was gone. Or did I not miss anything? I'm not really sure which is true.

SG

Wed, 31 Jul 2002 18:30:08 GMT

I'm angry. Maybe that isn't an emotion I should be feeling right now, but it is. I talked to Angel last night. I was scared, but I kept my cool. I usually do. But what he said wasn't what I thought he would say.

I was brought back to lift the curse of the beast that killed me? No thank you! I'm all set. Lifting the curse on Angel is the last thing I would ever do.

But since I won't do it...does that mean I don't have a reason to exist here? Will I be sent back to where I came from? All these questions are killing me. Why the hell should I have to worry about things like this. I haven't even talked to Rupert yet. He hasn't tried to contact me. He's the one thing in my life besides teaching that I lived for. What do I have left now?

SG

Tue, 30 Jul 2002 14:42:39 GMT

Had lunch with Willow and Chris yesterday. I had forgotten how willing Willow was to learn, and how much she has going for her. I can't believe she's turned into such a powerful wicca. I'm really impressed.

Angel still wants to talk. I suppose I should at some point. It can't hurt, right? Well, maybe it could but I guess I'll take the chance.

So, Angel...where do you want to meet? Somewhere crowded and brightly lit is what I suggest. If you have something to say, then fine. Say it. But I don't want to be left alone with you. I think you understand.

NSS

Sun, 28 Jul 2002 14:35:11 GMT

Rupert and I had a long talk the other night. It was wonderful. It was almost as if nothing had changed...that he and I just started right where we left off. But of course that isn't true. There are some things we just don't know how to deal with.

But for those few hours we were together, none of that mattered. It was just he and I, no other interruptions. It was simply beautiful.

SG

Thu, 25 Jul 2002 14:47:11 GMT

I'm heading over to the Magic Box. I guess that's where everyone hangs out most of the time.

I want to see if Willow or her friend Tara are there. Maybe even Rupert? I need to see them - to let them know I'm real and that I need help. I'm scared that I'm back because I don't know why.

NSS

Wed, 17 Jul 2002 02:29:17 GMT

Has anyone seen Rupert around lately? I've called him and gone to see him, but he hasn't been home. I haven't talked to him in person yet, and I'm worried that he's run away or something since he heard I'm back.

Can anyone help?

Angel...

Tue, 16 Jul 2002 18:49:10 GMT

Angel wants to talk.

I don't.

Can you blame me? I mean, the last time I saw him he killed me. So forgive me for not wanting to run right to him and have a heart to heart. Because the last time I checked, his heart wasn't even beating.

Anyway, thank you to everyone who wants to help. But I really don't know what you can do. But maybe when Willow and Tara get back, they could work on some spells with me, to help me find out what's going on? That would be good.

It's me....Miss Calendar.

Sat, 13 Jul 2002 02:22:40 GMT

Hey guys.

Don't look too surprised, but yeah. I'm back.

Rupert, don't be scared. It really is me.

I'll talk to you all soon, but please don't be scared. I'm back, but I'm not sure why. So I'll need you all to be there for me. To help me figure out what's going on.

Alive? Yes.

Tue, 09 Jul 2002 19:14:45 GMT

I left a comment in Rupert's journal, and he got angry because he thought it was a joke. It's not. It's me, Jenny Calendar. I'm here, I'm real, I'm alive.

Okay, so not everybody jump at once...

You want to know why I'm back? Well so do I. But I really don't know why. That's why I wanted to get in touch with Rupert, and see if he knows what this is all about. Because I don't!

Mon, 08 Jul 2002 13:31:55 GMT

It never fails to amaze me what you can learn on the internet. Just yesterday I was looking up "Demons in Tights" and I found a Broadway play! Can you imagine? I have to say it made me laugh quite a bit. Being a technopagan, you'd think things wouldn't surprise me as much. Well guess what! They do.